Search, Ponder & Pray

Been a quiet morning here today.  And a long one too!!!  Woke the first time around 1:30 a.m.  Then again around 3, then 5 and then 7.  So it has been an off and on kinda morning for me.  But each time I felt the need to reflect.  So I wonder what God is trying to tell me that my hazy mind is just not catching on to.

Well I do start a bible study today with some local ladies.  I miss getting to study with others as I am always teaching the children at church.  These women were so kind to invite me and we will be reading from 2 Timothy.  This is where my all time go to verse is located at.  

For God has not given you the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7

This is how I hang on to the knowledge I am not 'defective'.   That even though my mind may be chemically imbalanced it is still a sound mind.  That I do have power and that love is what should drive me.  So with that being the focus of today....what am I to be learning?  Think I need to ponder this awhile.