OMG the new medication is not going to work at all. After two days of being in the most messed up high you can believe. I do not understand why anyone would pay to feel this way. My head has been ready to explode while having every thought in the world swirling around in it. Meanwhile I have wanted to bash it through the window but I could not keep my eyes open to see where I was going. With my eyes constantly closing you would think I could go to sleep but no way to that one during the day. Stumbling around dizzy as could be looking like I have been on a two day drunk. No this is not the medication for me at all! It is certainly worse that the illness it is suppose to be helping me get over. So I am not taking it tonight and hoping I can get it out of my system over the weekend as it is an extended release medication. For the next few days I am just going to remember that my reality is really much brighter than the pain I have been feeling.