Just vent cause I am upset and not dealing with it too well.
So after this line you don't even have to read....just know I am venting and tomorrow will figure out something else.
Now...........DANG IT! I am trying to take care of things. And it is getting harder and harder and harder in this economy. I mean who does not feel the crunch? We all do. So everyone gets a lil side job here and there trying to get that lil bit to help out. We have done like everyone else and have fallen behind and are trying to make it.
But I do not want to be used either. I finally managed to get rid of one person that has been hanging on here for a year and a half. I am happy about that. But I also lost one of my lil side jobs today. I know it is a side job. But that side job pays a bill. I fought with the city today about lack of trash service. Long story.......no resolve. Was already hot, tired and pissed off. Then told that business was being sold so I am not able to work there anymore. I understand why. I really do. I just did not need to hear this today.
Frustrated. Upset. Hot and tired. And want to cry. Just want to burst into tears. Oh Gosh!